A Safe Haven

Nothing compares the feeling of being at home, as others put it, "No place like home". There's no place I feel so secured and worry-free, except home. Just like these eggs whose nest is a safe haven for them, for me home is a safe haven. I am missing home...

a simple wish

NOW, I have a simple wish. I am not anymore hoping that you'll learn to love me, because I know it's close to impossible . I just wish I can forget that I love you, because I wanted to free myself from this pain. I wanted to be close with you without me desiring to hug, kiss and embrace you. I wanted to look at you without me wanting you. I wanted to see the both of you happy without me crying deep inside and asking 'why not me?'. I wanted to move on and go on with my life as you go on with yours with him. I pray that this simple wish of mine be granted.

photo credit to ~neolucifer of deviantart

Buglasan Festival 2009 Photos

As promised here are some photos from our tour at the Sidlakang Negros Village on the kick off of the Buglasan Festival 2009. (I feel lazy today, so no captions provided. Enjoy!)

If you haven't visited Sidlakang Negros for the Buglasan Festival 2009, take a tour now and witness "one-stop shop" of Negros Oriental's achievements in cultural advancement and creativity.

this feelin'

I don’t recall ever feelin’ this way before.
I never had fought a fight such this.
My intellect is tellin’ me to let go of you,
For it knows there is no chance that you’ll love me too.
But my heart is still crying and shouting you,
With this FEELIN’ I don’t know what to do.
Right now all I know is I still love you,
And perhaps, I’ll keep on lovin’ you
Until I finally MASTER the ART of LETTING GO.

photo credit to ~mattclaghorn of deviantart

i still love you

Why now? You ask me that when I finally said I love you.
Maybe, I was just too late in telling it to you.
Your love for him is back and you feel it’s true.
But heaven knows, I meant those words for you.
And it’s not just brought by a touched ego.

I was trying to convinced myself when you said NO,
That the best thing to do is to let you go.
If you only knew what I've been going through
Waiting and wanting you, in silence I do.

This time, all I want is to be true
And face the truth
That no matter what I do
I STILL LOVE YOU.

photo credit to ~ageai of deviantart